Decreasing of blog enthusiastic momentum

As you all are realizing, I am decreasing my blog enthusiasm not on purpose, but it is just I write alot in my diary. I can always consider this blog and my diaries as a part of my life here on Earth.

Here's what I can do: I can instead put a weekly summary of what I write in my diary. I have lesser things to write unless, I get new ideas.
(By the way, I call them IIO's not Diary, but for the sake of others' understanding, I refer them to diary. IIO means "Internal Information Output". I am now into my 4th notebook.

For the meantime, I will just put some quotes from the past entries I have written in my diary:

"Humor is indeed a great thing. A fearful person can really be a comedian"- 11/19/09

"Adjusting from one thing to another is a change, but not an overnight change. It is more of a gradual change. Change involves risk. A risk to the unknown. We must have courage in order to face the pains of the unknown. Remember. no one will know the real person in you. Only God knows." - 11/21/09

"Ive witnessed the initial void of MDC in a Sunday sunlight. The silence, serenity and calmness were absolute until the arrival of the (30th National Quiz Bee) organizers this morning"- 11/22/09

"I know that the authentic self is the mature self waiting to be exposed to the world, to see.
This is the self who has been hiding for a very long time.
This is the self whom we see and even witness faith and change and trust.
This is the self where love meets our soul and grow into the form of unconditional love or agape.
This is the self where all hatred are dissolves and accepted.
This is the self where he knows his ways and limitations through the course of life.
This is the self where all evaluations with the self and others are eternally suspended in the values of non-maleficience and benevolence.
This is the self who admits his imperfections.
This is the self who knows that he knows nothing.
This is the self who promotes the love of peace and harmonious co-existence among his race mates.
This is the self who doesn't blame anyone or himself for any circumstances.
This is the self who have no regrets and (are) satisfied with everything in life.
This is the self who is less biased than others.
This is the self of true nature who affirms his existence as a human person and individual in this physical world.
This is the self who don't procrastinate or even give excuses.
(This is the self who accepts his innate uniqueness)

This is a creed of a changed and a well accepted self. Let nothing diminish this, unless they allow it. This is the authentic self who's free and is responsible for everything. Be him and you shall shine in enlightenment. Don't worry, just be happy." - 11/25/09

"Is there anyone out there who knows me and understands me well? A "True" friend [for me]* is a person who's willingly to accept and understand me as who I am. S/He is someone who I whole-heartedly trust and experience together the things we are meant to do. S/He makes me understand myself and others better, because s/he is a reflection of me. I can easily self-disclose to this someone without guilt or shame. We would suffer, laugh, enjoy and love and do lots of things together. I don't know who this person is."- 11/27/09

"I know I am free to do anything. It is just that I don't feel this privilege of freedom in my perceptions. Learned helplessness is still in my blood, I can't remove such disease from me"- 11/28/09

"To the stars through adversity, just seize the day [Ad astra per aspera, carpe diem!!!]"- 11/30/09

On 12/12/09, I have listed 23 characteristics of a "Best True Friend", but I figured out that this is so wrong that it is close to impossible for find someone like this. This is too conditional.

*This shows my perspective of what a True friend is.

Note: The words inside the parentheses are added today.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! (Maligayang Pasko at Manigong Bagong Taon!)

Take Care always and I apologize for the unintentional hiatus. :)