The human traits of conflict and unlovelingness

Even for the best and for the worst, most people does not consider unconditional love for all as a priority but aggression, arrogance, apathy, ignorance which are the mere portals of Pandora's box.

Unconditional love is what all human shall possess. It is the best anti-depressant. I am depressed because I can't find people that is very common to my type and I figured out that I am raised by a overprotective guardian whose love is very conditional. No friends, No peers to accept for who I am. I am unique and different. I dire need of some unconditionally consummate love.

For anyone who wants to be inspired, I want you all to watch this video. You will know what I mean by unconditional consummate love. Whether you are a Parent or a guardian pls. watch. You will realize the message in the video.



A video about positive unconditional love



The following is the description of the video:

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Song "The Question" generously provided by Allan and Lessia through Bridging Heaven and Earth www.heaventoearth.com

Created by a kind collaboration of volunteers as a gift for The Love Foundation and all life upon our planet.

Pls. Realize the importance of life in the planet. + is high and - is low as they are never compatible. This is the vision of tranquility. LOVE COMBINES ALL NATIONS. It is the covalent bond of the world.

"Attitude not your Aptitude determines your Altitude".

I am attempting for a heavy change in this lifestyle for the benefits of myself and for others. The more spoiled you are, the more dependent to your parents or guardians you are. I am like that.

People who are ignorant of other people's offerings, rules and regulations, will not know the consequences.
People who are arrogant think more of themselves than others with pride.
People who are misunderstanding ,misunderstand others and themselves unwittingly.
People who are aggressive desire to irrationally attack others.
People who are apathetic don't care of anything.
People who are critical with destructive means, blame others for their problems not themselves.
People who are untrustworthy cheat, lies and be a Judas Iscariot with other people.
People who are backstabbing doesn't realize that they do not know the truth of companionship
People who are Immoral or unethical may have no sense of conscience. Level 1 of Kohlberg's Development.
People who are Self-conceited is the same as arrogance.
People who are judgemental offends others because they think they have the job to judge an apple by its skin, book by its cover which promotes disgusting bias.
People who are hypocritical projects a false memory with high principles. (I am not sure if I am one)
People who are corrupt will never gain back the same reputation they had before.
People who are Non-consequentialists cannot see the consequences of each action they take.

These are the traits I dislike in people and I, myself is very difficult to accept, regardless of cultural distinctions.
1) Ignorance
2) Arrogance
3) Misunderstanding
4) Aggression
5) Apathy
6) Destructive criticism
7) Untrustworthy (You cannot trust anyone 100%)
8) Backstabbing
9) Immoral or unethical people
10) Self-conceited
11) Judgemental
12) Hypocrisy
13) Corruption
14) Non-consequentialists

If any man does not possess these traits at all, he/she is extremely fair, considerate and passionate who doesn't progress to conflict nor disruption of worldly conditions.

MAN has the right to control himself and not others unless in extreme circumstances. We have our own lives and for those who care other people must care moderately because of serious psychological repercussions. It is best to satisfy ourselves and our family before the skeptics.

Military control is not an ideal way to achieve peace. They have means to destroy the well-being of humanity through pushing the limits of the soldiers.

I disagree with Thomas Hobbes who said that Evil is natural in humans. Evil is learned through those traits as us humans don't seek the Aristotelian Utopia in any forms. Pls. Anyone, correct me if my statements if they are fallacious. The Military may be strong but generally immoral as they will never consider the gratitude of honor for the leftists.

It is not possible to know thyself fully individually, but can know thyself more through the observations of others.

Are we made to be like this? It is us who decide on who we are gonna be not others.

If the world is not leninent, not compassionate and not considerate in all means, death will cover the seas and lands with bloodshed.

I do not know who or what to believe anymore because my cerebrum has been attacked by many delusionists in person and in the net thus confusion results from the sky.

Lack of love ---> Depression ---> Low-self-esteem ---> Output through harmful ways. ---> Suicide.

"The worthy of life is the luxury of love and hope not the ascetism of inferior and negative attributes." -KVJ



You see, LOVE is the BEST ANSWER TO ALL CONFLICT. That is, Consummate and Unconditional Love. REFLECT! REVIEW! AND REVEAL!

Despite, the bad stuff in this world, I still love this world. Look at the bright side, fill your body with positive energy. No matter what happens, I do LOVE the readers with open hearts. Never reget it. It is a passion, a commitment and a virtual intimacy.

"DON'T WORRY, BE HAPPY"
- Bob Marley and Meher Baba.

Virtual barbershop: A prestigious binaural masterpiece

Come and join Luigi and Manuel to their Starkey Cetera Barbershop as they really give you a Virtual Barbershop.

Note: HEADPHONES is a MUST otherwise, you will not feel and embrace the effects of this activity. It is best to close your eyes.




Enjoy the illusion! Arrivederci

Old Memories

Memory#1: Pre-mature attempted driving

One day and at the end of that day, I was waiting in the front seat of a school service of OB Montessori Center Sta. Ana. This was when I was young. I was waiting for other school-service-mates. The service was on the circulating road inside the school and the driver was outside looking and waiting for other students. As this happens, I automatically moved left to the driver's seat and honked the horn plus move the service few meters forward until the driver realized that the service was moving. It was like a strange, unreasonable automatic motivation for me to do that. I didn't even know what made me do that and why did I do that. It is this mysterious Human activity can get. We sometimes have no idea what we are really doing, because we are preoccupied by pre-consciousness.

Memory #2: Gate accidental handcuffing

I live in a apartment in Malate. This happened in the early 2000's. I went downstairs from my apartment to prepare myself for the Lobaton school service (Different School Service from the 1st Memory). As I reached the gate, I saw it handcuffed by the guard. The elevator operator told me to go to the garage which is in the posterior perimeter of the building to look for the guard who was taking care of the cars being parked. I then went back to the front and only to find out that the guard was there and the gates were unlocked.

I asked the guard if I can put on the handcuffs and he said yes. The feeling was that I was restrained from doing something. Something deprived as if I was arrested. After a few minutes, he removed the right handcuff but couldn't with the left handcuff because it was too tight. The keys didn't really work, so the guard became innovative that he got a stick to loosen the handcuff. It took around 15 to 30 minutes to remove. Within that duration, my school service came and waited for 5 to 10 minutes and yet they left me. I panicked because I knew they would leave the place and yes they did. The service conductor was frustrated that they didn't want to wait because the other students will be late if they did wait. After a while, the guard finally removed it and it left a mark on my wrist. Minutes after, my guardian came and took me to school in a taxicab with a disappointed look. My classes began on 8:30 am.

So the lesson is: "Don't touch anything on what you think is risky". So beware of the consequences.

*Special Memory
When I was young in pre-school, I remember pushing pre-school classmates off the event stage at school. Thinking, I am kinda rude and selfish. Also, in the apartment, I pushed a cat off the fire exit balcony 6 floors down and yet survived.

This could probably mean that I had a personality that claimed to have a psychopathic or anti-social touch but I am glad it didn't push through.

END: Be inspired to learn from other's experiences. That's what you call Vicarious conditioning (A type of Social Learning). It is better to anticipate than to be late when action comes in. CIAO!

Sudden revelation of SSS and Fully conscious social observation

Today, as I went home this afternoon (February 26, 2009) through the HK SUN PLAZA in Macapagal, I saw the SSS people including a relative of mine and SSS President Romulo Neri who was involved in the controversial ZTE Broadband Issue in the Senate. What's revealing, is that relative of mine with the name of Mr. Edgar B. Solilapsi who is the SSS Senior Vice President for investments. How am I related to him? Here comes the kinship:

He is the Husband of my Paternal Grandaunt. Analytically speaking, He is the husband of the sister of the late Lt. Gen. Victor A. Mayo of the AFP-PA and Gen. Job A. Mayo of the PNP.

SSS is Social Security System.

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Fully conscious social observation

Have you stopped on what you are doing and watch people for a while? Watching people doing their activities is a fully conscious observation without the pre-occupation of the pre-conscious activities in the mind.

Watch as the world revolves. Visualize it as if you are invisible in the scene. You will see a random realistic cinematic experience in the making. Observe a group of people interacting and you will see the interesting point of observation. They may either be wild or calm, loud or silent. It will be your perception not mines, not others, your's.

I first realized this when reading a book about social psychology in the library. Social psychology and Sociology are different. Social psychology is more on the individual aspect of socialization. While Sociology is more on the interpersonal aspect of Socialization.

Today, As I was waiting outside the classroom for my Psychics Teacher to come (Who never came), I was observing my classmates very consciously. That amazes me that observing is an alternative of boredom.

So, open your eyes, let your mentalities be fed by external stimuli that stimulates your sensory perceptions to the profound limit.

We learn best from experience through the mistakes we encountered.

Listen! Parents and Guardians

Having a family is a big responsibility. That I know. There are parents out there who tends to not really listen to their children which is a big no-no. Why? The children will develop socio-cultural skills through the parents and friends. Intensive Criticism without listening is not helping the hostile interaction to a tranquil commonplace. It is not a boost for the child's self-esteem as it may result on depression. This is why ADOLESCENTS COMMIT SUICIDE and TAKE ILLEGAL PSYCHOACTIVE DRUGS.

If the parents think negative, the children will think negative. If the parents think positive, the children will think positive. Parents are considered as the 1st role-models for life. The children are like parental reflections in the infantile to the early-school ages.

LISTENING is the best way to interact because you can know more from them as much as they know more from you. Be inspirational as they will be inspired by your proverbial thoughts.

Adolescence is a road to the future moral, responsibly independent self. Assess your adolescents according to your understanding and their understanding of a particular situation.

Maturity is the determination on the coordinative Chronological and Psychological development. If there are some inconsistencies, this signifies that there is some factored misguidance in the development of the child that has to be identified for it to be corrected to a certain legal extent.

Low Self-esteem = Low Maturity. Because of psychological regression. It is a virtual developmental travel to the old self. This may be a result of overprotection.

So the parents and guardians must understand and observe the nature of their children and must only intervene when needed.

Some parental actions may alter the personality of the child through certain repression or other reactions. It is important to help shape the personality to a limit. Not exceeding that. Exceeding is Overprotecting. Overprotecting is Overworrying and being anxious.

Overprotection is the extreme dependence of the child's superego to the parent's superego.

The ONLY REASON why children always lies, hiding something, does something vicious IS misunderstanding of their personality. It is a consecutive consequence of negative parental actions. They do this because they are anxious of the aggressive reactions of the parents and guardians thinking that they have no love no more.

Even though I am an adolescent I could advancely put my shoes as a parent in imagination and realize the difficulty.

Imagine yourself as a parent taking care 10 children and you are undisciplined, socially inapt, irresponsible, low self-esteem, other negative traits. How would you expect yourself to be successful in life? Your children will too adapt similar traits as you and your spouse.

If the parentage possess those traits, you should not be proud or arrogant that the children you raise may be like you because what matters is not the beginning but the end.

Whenever interpersonal family conflicts and misunderstandings occur, talking as a family and give action to those conflicts as a family as much as it should be resolved immediately. Good relationship lasts on ground while bad relationships does not last on sea.

COME ON! It is the responsibility of the parents to let illegal drugs, pre-marital sex to occur at their children's fate. If those children have no knowledge about these what so ever, the parents should be accused for parental negligence of knowledge to the child against adverse entities.

A good and effective parent must be:

• Responsible
• Motivator
• Good and effective Listener
• Moderate and effective disciplinarian
• Logical
• Positive Authority Figure
• Loving, Caring and Understanding Figure
• Competent
• Can correlate
• Managable
• Helpful
• Fearless
• Disciplined
• Organized
• Time-managable
• Good Self-esteem
• Tact
• Financially-managable

I am not sure if there are other characteristics I've missed, but this is more or less the main points of an ideal parent. A good parent is a facilitator for a good and competent family.

Standing and running is just like being good and effective.

Remember this, You guys have only one lifetime to live and you should uphold the saying "Sapere Aude (Dare to know)". Know this that your children have their own life and you cannot control them as they are programmed to be controlled by you unless it is only chores and stuff. The more you control them, the more they become dependent on you. The more they become dependent on you, the more altered their personality becomes. The more altered their personality becomes, the more irregular they become. This is not necessarily the case but it is one aspect of a board of possibilities.

Always keep in mind the consequences of your actions. You may either accept or regret it for the rest of your life as these actions are tests of decisions and they have thought you
an inspirational and valuable lesson in life. CARPE DIEM!

PLS. If you accept and understand more of their behavior and their words, they will too trust you with love and accept and understand you no matter what it takes.

YOU CONTROL YOURSELF NOT OTHERS. PARENTS ARE ONLY GUIDES NOT CHILD CONTROLLERS. Remember, the children of today will be the parents of tomorrow.

If The conditions of the children of today is bad then the conditions of the children of tomorrow will be worse.

Reflect and be yourself. Fellows, Be inspired and go on live your life as if there is no tomorrow.

The Foundation of most Philosophies & Psychology to its doom and God existentialism reasoning

FOUNDATION OF MOST PHILOSOPHIES

Yesterday, Mr. Mark Choi said that Philosophers like Nietzsche, Descartes, The Greeks and the other few based their philosophies on a philosophy older than Confucianism.

That is BUDDHISM. Freud based his Id-ego-superego complex and Aristotle based his Golden Mean Principle to the Buddha's Moderation in between Luxury and Asceticism.

Nietzche, Descartes and some others have also based their philosophies on Baba's- Buddhist Nirvana which is also known as Nihilism (Most extreme Skepticism).

According to Siddharta Gautama (Buddha):
"Nirvana is the highest happiness." [Dp 204]

Nihilism is the point where all people where nothing exists which is perpetual tranquility.

A nihilist is a man who judges of the world as it is that it ought NOT to be, and of the world as it ought to be that it does not exist. According to this view, our existence (action, suffering, willing, feeling) has no meaning: the pathos of 'in vain' is the nihilists' pathos — at the same time, as pathos, an inconsistency on the part of the nihilists.

– Friedrich Nietzsche, The Will to Power, section 585, translated by Walter Kaufmann

According to Meher Baba Nirvana is the point where we become God-realized.

If you really want to know more about God-realization, pls. click on this link: God-realization: Avatar Meher Baba Anthology.

Mr. Choi has an analogy of Buddhism and Psychology

Buddhism- is a very tall building in which the purpose is to destroy the building. What is the point of repairing?

Psychology- I also a very tall building where repairs and renovation are being done.

According to Mr. Choi that this is a misunderstanding of most psychologists.

PSYCHOLOGY IN ITS DOOM IN THE NEXT FEW YEARS

According to Mr. and Mrs. Choi that Psychology will be defunct since Neurology will take its place.

A classic Example is: the Thrilling-addictive phenomenon in the Insula-Frontal Cortex areas

Neurology will takes its course against Psychology due to the scientific evidence of the relationship of the cephalic activity and psychological activity.

If this is so, Psychiatry and Psychology will not be the zenith of issues but in the inferno.

Discovering the mysteries embedding in the brain will be a route of interest.

UNLOCKING THE GOD MYSTERY VIA DEDUCTIVE REASONING OF MR. CHOI

Deductive Reasoning is ruling out the irrelevant and contradicting information about the argument by inverting the argument.

Does God exist?

God is Omniscient, Omnipresent, Omnipotent and All merciful.

Why is there no proof? Because it wouldn't be important to him.
Omniscient- All-knowing.
Omnipresent-Everywhere
Omnipotent-Infinitely powerful.

There are only 2 possibilities with God Existence each having a scenario:

1) God Exists
1.1) He would have given us a sign as it would be as simple as that.
1.2) He would have killed one single human race that is against him through a Natural Calamity.
1.2.1) The results would be Peace.

2) God does not exist
2.1) He would let us do what we want to do (freedom).
2.2) He wouldn't warn us of anything.
2.2.1) The results would be war and conflict.

According to Buddha, The Lotus Flower is the symbol where it is at its cleanest in the dirtiest soil.

Lotus Flower
Nelumbo nucifera

Eastern Lotus flower

In the East, the lotus flower is viewed as a symbol of spiritual unfoldment. The lotus has its roots in earthly mud, but as it grows upward in aspiration toward the light, its petals open out in a beautiful flower. Om Mani Padme Hum, meaning, "Hail to the Jewel in the Lotus" is the sacred mantra of the Tibetans.

THE PARADIGM OF EVER-LASTING IMPORTANCE

Clearly, nothing is ever-lasting because change will always takes it place and it will eventually and undoubtedly end up nowhere. Time travel is a way to elongate ever-lasting importance but humans will age and die. This is according to Mr. Choi.

Example: This post is my work. After 10,000 years Human race will be extinct and another race will come in, but that will also die out. The Milk-way Galaxy will implode after 1 billion years and my work may be in the hands of an extragalactic species but that will die also. The Galactic cluster will implode after 25 billion years and my work will be in the hands of an extra-galactocluster species. After which, the Universe will also implode into a big crunch which ultimately becomes a nothing. It goes the same with the theoretical Multiverse and stacks of multiverse and sizes that are infinitely gigantic.

Now, the question is: What is nothing? Is nothing a something? Nothing is literally a zero value assumption but realistically a something.

Like Darkness, Is darkness a something? What is the nothingness of Darkness?

So, I conclude that "Nothing" does not exist but something. I refer this paradox as the "Paradox of nothingness-somethingness".

This may be included in Solipsism and Nihilism.

Words of Baba through Mr. Choi about Lasting Importance

The Game

“ To Penetrate into the Essence
Of All Being and
Significance . . .

And to
Release the Fragrance
Of that Inner Attainment
For the Guidance and
Benefit of Others . . .

By Expressing in the world of Forms,
Truth . . .
Love . . .
Purity . . .
& Beauty . . .

This is the Sole Game
Which has any
Intrinsic and
Absolute Worth . . .

All other Happenings,
Incidents and
Attainments
Can in Themselves,
Have no Lasting Importance. “
(Meher Baba)

PS: Some of the Ideas are from Mr. Choi.

Desire for Digital Photography

I have had this passion for amateur photography for a long time. Digital photography is a new trend of aesthetic expression through the windows of technology that mimics the eye. It is a ground for creativity and art.

I believe that I can be a very good digital photographer by sensing the optimum with a droplet of the quintessential carpe diem.

There will be a time that pictures can get the best of my ability to capture the moments as it shall be preserved for future research.

I can also easily perform photographic analysis when it comes to a certain situation happening in the picture. I can morph out different theoretical outcomes and apply my other fields of knowledge on it.

Picture- is a 2D simulacrum of reality
Simulacrum- is a representation or image of something

I can create illusions and pareidolias that will capture the imaginations of the youth. I would create illusions with the applications of geometry.

Digital Cameras will help me establish my love for observation, photoanalyses and a atmosphere of nostalgia.

I see it as a gift for others to visualize my perspective from my eyes.

A talent that is longing to be developed is the decision of the Freudian ego whether it lets the id go and be satisfied or deprived by the superego. Here is the link of my other post introducing the Id, Ego and Superego and its energy.

A 10 to 12 megapixels camera with rechargable batteries and viewing screen. Not too cheap, not too expensive. A well-enduring prestigious brand of Digicam will do. I really have no desire to go deeper to professional photography and Photographic alterations through Photoshopping.

I can do the same with amateur videography. In this case, my intentions of analyses will be far more intense since it will be livelier with the presence of movement and audio outlets.

This is what I see. I want the world to know that it can be credited as something special. May be a hobbie or so. Freelance amateur Photographer and Videographer/ Psychologist might suite my future. I have the potential that can widen the scope of opportune perceptions.

This blog will be full of interesting images, so as my Friendster and Flickr. In 30 to 40 years, These images will still captivate the eerieness of photography.

So long and Ciao!

My Post-class OBMCI Visit. (Feb 18, 2009)

This was a time when I finally returned to the old place in a primitive way in terms of transportation.

From MDC, I walked to DFA to catch a ride for FX to go to Pedro Gil.
At 2:00pm, I reached Pedro Gil. From then, I walked from Roxas Boulevard to OBMCI in 1 hour and 10 minutes.

I stayed there for 3 hours

and at 6PM, I left OBMCI and walked to Quirino then to San Andres then Home in 45 minutes.

It is indeed that long.

As I was walking along Pedro Gil, I got kinda excited to see the school but when I arrived, my instinct tells me that the Security has been upgraded and no visitor without any business transactions are not allowed inside.

The grills are all covered censoring all the insides of the school from outsider's view. Including the Waiting area for students.

What is the logic behind all of these commotions? I believe they want distinct separation from visitors and students. During the Transition Era, The management weren't very conscious about security.

So, the factors are every student has the right to be secured from danger and carefully discharge them to their respective services. This is for the good for all.

Once you get out of the gates of the campus, you can no longer return due to the fact that the school management wants everyone home. They are considered as "The campus gates of no return."

Well, that how the system should work.

I believe that SA is improving environmentally. I was kinda excited on seeing old acquaintances and teachers.

I even saw the drivers of my school service back in HS. What a memory.

The students I have seen or known before my 2007 Graduation have now double-paced their growth and development. After 1 year and 11 months, I never expected that time would fly this fast.

Every communicative interaction was just a glimpse of the holistic memories. Buried in our hearts as alumni of the great school.

In the next day after this, I wanted to go to the Formal dinner which is a 3rd year Food Technology activity and also a Alumni Homecoming. It is always a double-purpose activity. So unique!

Again, I want to go because it is an opportunity to revisualize our lives in the Adolescence and in the Early Childhood.

Sayonara Amigos y amigas.

Intro to OBMCI

Let me introduce to you my alma mater.

O.B. Montessori Center Inc.
"Seipsum Facit Persona"
(MAN MAKES HIMSELF)

O.B. Montessori Center Inc. (OBMCI) - This is the link to the official website of the school. "OB" means "Operation Brotherhood".

The President and the CEO of the school is Dr. Preciosa Silverio Soliven who is the wife of the late journalist Maximo Villaflor Soliven.

Dr. Soliven is also the UNESCO Representative in the Philippines.

I admire this school because it has imposed dignity of authenticity that this is the only Montessori school in the Philippines that is recognized by the AMI (Association Montessori Internationale) if I am not mistaken.

The School is using the method of education devised by the 1st Female doctor in Italy with the name of Dr. Maria Stoppani Montessori.

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I have been studying in that school from 1995 to 2007 (12 years of Montessorian Education) I would choose to call it as an "Era of Major Transition".

There are 4 branches of OBMCI.
1) Sta. Ana, Manila (Oldest existing) (SA)
2) Greenhills, San Juan (Main Branch) (GH)
3) Las Piñas (LP)
4) Angeles (AN)

For pictures and info, pls. click the link above. Everything is in the official site.

I studied in Sta. Ana Branch.

Here are the levels:
1) CASA (Spanish for House) (It refers to the original Casa Dei Bambini)
1.1) Junior Casa (JC)- Nursery Equivalent
1.2) Junior Advanced Casa (JAC)- Kindergarten Equivalent
1.3) Advanced Casa (AC)- Preparatory Equivalent
2) Grade School
2.1) Primary (Grades 1 to 3)
2.2) Intermediate (Grades 4 to 6)*
3) Secondary (OBMCI Professional High School) (yr.1 to yr. 4)
4) Tertiary (College)- Only in Greenhills
*Grade 7 was abolished when High Schools were established in the Branches. It was abolished on the year 2001.

I was JAC in 1995 and graduated from HS in 2007.

Grade School Curriculum is AKA Cosmic Curriculum because it analyzes the fundamentals of humanity on year.

Starting 2004 or 2005, OBMCI has established an exclusive version of BSP and GSP (Boy Scouts of the Philippines and Girl Scouts of the Philippines respectively).

The Famous Alumni are:
1) Aiza Seguerra
2) Lea Salonga
3) Rep. Darlene Custodio-Antonino of General Santos City. (SA)

The School holds so many events and activities that student life as a Montessorian will not be boring.

The Uniform for CAT-1 Cadets was modelled after the USMA Uniform in West Point, Virginia.
The CAT Instructors are reservists of the AFP (Armed Forces of the Philippines). Mostly ARESCOM (Army Reservists Command).

Presidents Day or TPR (Testimonial, Parade and Review) is in honoring Amb. Soliven with the use of manual of arms and military skills. It usually happens on Feb or March.

The Batch of 2007 (My batch) is named Sanlingan by the COCC (Cadet Officers Candidate Course) headed by my classmate.

COCC- is an intensive LT course for students who wanted to be the officers of the corps. It requires deep training.

As you noticed, most statues in GH are modelled after the archetypical image of Amb. Soliven. These are the School-invented icons that serves an inspiration for the students. I would call these images as the "Soliven Virgins".

O.B. Montessori Center, Inc. was founded in 1966 by
Preciosa S. Soliven. It is a non-stock, non-profit,
educational institution belonging to a worldwide movement
whose primary aim is to promote and further the Cause of
the Child. This is to assist him to develop into a man and
protect and defend him as the creative social factor in
the building of our civilization. The school adheres
faithfully to the educational method discovered by Dr.
Maria Montessori who has shown that each child is gifted
with a psychic nature peculiar to him. He has a mind with
an enormous capacity to absorb impression and knowledge
from the environment and the power to construct himself.

The school's mission is "SEIPSUM FACIT PERSONA".
Specifically, the school's mission is to transform all
students into independent and contributing members of the
society. The school aims to provide education that will
make the children aware that they are not to exist only
for themselves but are to care for others. Each child
likewise becomes aware of his own power to construct
himself into the "citizen of the world, a complete human
being, able to exercise freedom and self-discipline, will
and judgment, unperverted and undistorted by fear."

The Montessori System was founded by Dr. Maria Montessori
in Italy in 1906. Montessori system provides a "Prepared
Environment' that spurs your child to learn during his
most receptive stage from 3-6 years old - a period when
his mind leaps to growth. This environment is modified to
suit his later development needs between 7-12 years, 13-16
and 17-20 years of age.

The passage was taken from a Friendster profile of the school.

Really, there are so many positive things too say about the school that I couldn't finish in one post.

The following is my personal comment on the school

"ADOLORE AD GLORIAM! From Pains to gains! Ad astra per aspera to the butterflies. Kudos to the Graduates and the alumni. Grand gracias to the sovereign of Genuine Philippine Montessorianism. Angelique Victoria, the main vein of symbolism. This school has the great basis of prestigious professionalism in education. In behalf of HS Batch of 2007 Sta. Ana Branch, we would like to owe our allegiances to this alma mater which has been the abode of God-given perseverance of "Seipsum Facit Persona" for 42 years. VIVA OBMCI."

I did this as if I am praising the school for its existence.

Social Anti-beliefs

I believe that Strict Authoritarianism, Political Egalitarianism, Dictatorial Totalitarianism, Socialism and Communism is the overuse of the rule of law and shall not be exhibited in any forms whatsoever.

I utterly shall disgrace the Marxist paradigm as they do not see the reality of life in a state.

I prefer to be a Capitalist Leftist for change will always takes its flow and not stop.

It has been an universal disgust that these concepts of political philosophy have treated the world's leaders with sadism, extreme negativity and a desire of genocidal activity.

What is the goal of these leaders? They are simply trying to conquer the world with personal superiority, not as a national representative. Individual international conquest is impossible for death will be called on to that person.

They believe in anarchy, anti-capitalism and power abuse. These leaders are not great but TYRANNY is their idol, their soul, their hero and their fascist arses which must be extremely lambasted for justice must be served. If these leaders loose power, I have the initiative to exercise these powers over them ONLY to make things fair.

Genocidal megalomaniacs and authoritarian leaders have no heart, no humility and no soul as they burn without honor like idiotic and moronic goons without a life.
These are the gothic people. I am not referring now to the major personalities that contribute damnation. I am referring to every person who walked in this world who are barbaric in terms of treating other people.

They are demons! They are in every way contributing the worst of the worst in humanity. They have been tempted to destroy HOMO SAPIENS.

WAR is an effect of the combination of conflict and frustration. For this, I will analyze on "Why do we have wars?" and "What is the motivation to misuse the power for genocidal causes?"

MAN will not yet know the reasons behind the mystery of aggression.

R.I.P. to those who suffered an horrible death.

EDIT: Morality should be the issue through logic. Immorality and Irrationality are the personal characteristics of those people. They do not know what wrong or right and bad or good. It is not a delight that all of them may have psychological disorders.

No person is moral enough to be near-perfect because we have intuitions contributing to subconscious trickery.

What are the factors of aggression and immorality? What are the means of the factors? What are the ends of the factors? What is the legality of these beliefs in a particular personality? What is the effects of these beliefs to the population mass?

You see, there are so many questions that are considered controversial for evil must in no ways prevail.

Theories, theories! No laws but theories will always jump out of the old blue from the unconsciousness.

Passion for Greece

The MAP OF GREECE

THE FLAG OF THE HELLENIC REPUBLIC
"Eleftheria I Thanatos (Freedom or Death)"

I have downloaded Greek music from Limewire and the results were alot.

I really do admire the culture, the history and the brilliance of the Hellenic Republic.

From Minoan Civilization to Greek Mythology
From Greek Mythology to Greek Philosophy
From Greek Philosophy to Greek Science
From Greek Science to Ancient Olympics
From Ancient Olympics to Modern Olympics

I do admire Greece for its worldly contribution of wisdom.


Democritus, Pythagoras, Hippocrates, Socrates, Thales, Anaximander, Protagoras, Epicurus, Archimedes, Anaximenes, Plato, Aristotle, Alexander the Great, Leucippus, Herodotus, etc.

The Scientists and Philosophers of Ancient Greece WAS the Foundation of wisdom in the Western World.
The 12 Olympians

The Mythological Deities (Titans and The Olympians), Mythological personalities WERE the Pre-Thalenian visions of the Greek and it shall still be preserved for the heritage it brought to the world.

I was ultimately inspired by the literary works of Homer through film, The Tradition of the lighting of the Olympic Flame and lastly the legacy of the elders.

Athens is one of the 1st European Cities I want to visit to enjoy the grand essence of the culture which still exists through its archaeological evidences.

THE ACROPOLIS near Athens
(THE PARTHENON ON TOP)

I am always intrigued by its enrichment and enlightenment for I will shalln't abandon.

The Greeks has a sisterly relevant culture which are the Romans. Even though I am a Filipino, I will never forget the rhythm of history.

I want to be like King Odysseus of Attica in the Homerian Odyssey and the Iliad.

The influences of Greece has reached:
Disney's Hercules
Troy
Helen of Troy
The Odyssey
Universal Olympism.

Engagement of such is a lifetime opportunity that this call may not return.

The great kotinos would be an honor as a souvenir. LOVE IT TOO. LOL

THE OLYMPIC FLAG
"Citius, Altius, Fortius" — "Faster, Higher, Stronger"

The following are the videos that represents the Greek Legacy of the Olympic Games:

This is the lighting of the Olympic Cauldron in Athens, Greece.


This is the overview of Greek Heritage in the Opening Ceremony of the 2004 Olympics




This is the revelation of the 2004 Olympic Logo of Athens with the Music featured by Vangelis.



The Lighting of the Olympic Flame and torch in Olympia for the 2008 Olympics in Beijing

I hope you all enjoy. I will experience it in the future. That is sure.

GOD BLESS YOU!

Transition to Psychology

Psychology is a science with the same origin as philosophy. They are related through the means of the Psyche.

I had a dream on February 3, 2009 of seeing my wounded foot. It is kinda focused on the Achilles Tendon.

Here are the interpretations:

Feet
To see your own feet in your dream, symbolizes your foundation, stability and sense of understanding. It signifies your need to be more practical and sensible. Keep both feet on the ground. Alternatively, feet represents mobility, independence and freedom. Perhaps you have taken a step in the right direction and are contemplating your goals or your next step.

Ankle
To dream about your ankles, indicates that you are seeking support and direction in your life. Ask yourself where you want to be headed.

Wound
To see a wound in your dream, is symbolic of grief, anger, and distress. You are looking to be healed. Consider the location, size and type of wound. Alternatively, the dream may be metaphor suggests that you are "wound up" or tense about some situation.

Personal Interpretation based on the theoretical interpretation of dream symbolism:
So, now I understand. I can apply my decision of shifting to psychology on the right direction thing. And I am seeking support for it. I am distressed because I have no real friends by my side.

This supposedly happened during the Christmas Break:
My Id told me that I want to shift to psychology.
My Superego told me that I should not consult my guardian fearing something bad may happen.
My Ego obeyed the Superego until the catharsis of the id dominates the anticatharsis of the superego to tell my guardian.

What I just applied here are the psychoanalytic elements of Sigmund Freud.

Definition of Terms:
Catharsis- It is the psychic energy of the id
Anti-Catharsis- It is the psychic energy of the Superego contradicting the psychic energy of the id just to block the signals of the id to reach the ego. Energy to prevent unacceptable catharses which will lead to anxiety.
Id- is a pure, unadulterated, instinctual energy and exists completely on the unconscious level.
-It demands immediate gratification of bodily needs and is said to be governed by the pleasure principle.

*Philosophically speaking, there was a Greek Philosopher named Epicurus of Samos who said that pleasure is the greatest good of human existence (Hedonism) while the other end is pain.

Ego-develops and attempts to match the images of the id with objects and events in the real world.
Superego- Moral arm of the personality.

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Now I must say that had to be analytical for the sake of understanding.

I am still officially a nursing student even though I drop the nursing subjects. I must admit that I don't belong to my class BSN-II-03. I belong to that class only if they need me.

Understanding and knowing are 2 different things. Understanding is from the heart, Knowing is from the mind. Understanding is way much deeper than knowing. I have no friends because they only "Know" me superficially and wouldn't attempt to help me eliminate grudges through understanding.

I finally know now what is keeping me from being myself in school: NEUROTIC AND MORAL ANXIETY! I think it is just the moods of others and the institutional policies that will make me weird. That could be my other mask, not like the Roy and Aaron Stampler from the 1996 movie: Primal Fear, who was examined and diagnosed by a neuropsychologist.

I am more of fear than aggression. I am never aggressive but submissive to others.
But until now, I still consider myself of having a personality disorder.

I believe that I will be a successful psychologist rather than a RN.

OK. I will have a silent exit from BSN II-03 to BSP II (Irreg) by March.

I am very sure that I don't need those people from my class as what they are really showing. IGNORANCE OF THE TROUBLED!

I am no way in any means to interact to them again when I am in Psych for what they had done to me. BSN II-03 has hated me for something I didn't do and for something I am not.
1) Submission to peer pressure
2) Ignorance of socialization.
3) Provocative insulting and judgement of character.

They think they know best, we have our own minds and lets live with it. I am not Suitable for this class at all.

After all I DO NOT CARE about that damn class no more. What is Selfless love if you don't apply it in a relationship?
IT IS DONE! I solemnly swear to minimize the talks about Nursing and its profession as a course.

I know I shouldn't be blaming someone else but I am trying to understand the misunderstanding morally.

Solitude can be unacceptable if it is excessive because Man is a social being and I am in need of social interaction.

I will without a doubt to fully adapt to the new aspect of the college. Wish me luck for what programs may bring.