Transition to Psychology

Psychology is a science with the same origin as philosophy. They are related through the means of the Psyche.

I had a dream on February 3, 2009 of seeing my wounded foot. It is kinda focused on the Achilles Tendon.

Here are the interpretations:

Feet
To see your own feet in your dream, symbolizes your foundation, stability and sense of understanding. It signifies your need to be more practical and sensible. Keep both feet on the ground. Alternatively, feet represents mobility, independence and freedom. Perhaps you have taken a step in the right direction and are contemplating your goals or your next step.

Ankle
To dream about your ankles, indicates that you are seeking support and direction in your life. Ask yourself where you want to be headed.

Wound
To see a wound in your dream, is symbolic of grief, anger, and distress. You are looking to be healed. Consider the location, size and type of wound. Alternatively, the dream may be metaphor suggests that you are "wound up" or tense about some situation.

Personal Interpretation based on the theoretical interpretation of dream symbolism:
So, now I understand. I can apply my decision of shifting to psychology on the right direction thing. And I am seeking support for it. I am distressed because I have no real friends by my side.

This supposedly happened during the Christmas Break:
My Id told me that I want to shift to psychology.
My Superego told me that I should not consult my guardian fearing something bad may happen.
My Ego obeyed the Superego until the catharsis of the id dominates the anticatharsis of the superego to tell my guardian.

What I just applied here are the psychoanalytic elements of Sigmund Freud.

Definition of Terms:
Catharsis- It is the psychic energy of the id
Anti-Catharsis- It is the psychic energy of the Superego contradicting the psychic energy of the id just to block the signals of the id to reach the ego. Energy to prevent unacceptable catharses which will lead to anxiety.
Id- is a pure, unadulterated, instinctual energy and exists completely on the unconscious level.
-It demands immediate gratification of bodily needs and is said to be governed by the pleasure principle.

*Philosophically speaking, there was a Greek Philosopher named Epicurus of Samos who said that pleasure is the greatest good of human existence (Hedonism) while the other end is pain.

Ego-develops and attempts to match the images of the id with objects and events in the real world.
Superego- Moral arm of the personality.

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Now I must say that had to be analytical for the sake of understanding.

I am still officially a nursing student even though I drop the nursing subjects. I must admit that I don't belong to my class BSN-II-03. I belong to that class only if they need me.

Understanding and knowing are 2 different things. Understanding is from the heart, Knowing is from the mind. Understanding is way much deeper than knowing. I have no friends because they only "Know" me superficially and wouldn't attempt to help me eliminate grudges through understanding.

I finally know now what is keeping me from being myself in school: NEUROTIC AND MORAL ANXIETY! I think it is just the moods of others and the institutional policies that will make me weird. That could be my other mask, not like the Roy and Aaron Stampler from the 1996 movie: Primal Fear, who was examined and diagnosed by a neuropsychologist.

I am more of fear than aggression. I am never aggressive but submissive to others.
But until now, I still consider myself of having a personality disorder.

I believe that I will be a successful psychologist rather than a RN.

OK. I will have a silent exit from BSN II-03 to BSP II (Irreg) by March.

I am very sure that I don't need those people from my class as what they are really showing. IGNORANCE OF THE TROUBLED!

I am no way in any means to interact to them again when I am in Psych for what they had done to me. BSN II-03 has hated me for something I didn't do and for something I am not.
1) Submission to peer pressure
2) Ignorance of socialization.
3) Provocative insulting and judgement of character.

They think they know best, we have our own minds and lets live with it. I am not Suitable for this class at all.

After all I DO NOT CARE about that damn class no more. What is Selfless love if you don't apply it in a relationship?
IT IS DONE! I solemnly swear to minimize the talks about Nursing and its profession as a course.

I know I shouldn't be blaming someone else but I am trying to understand the misunderstanding morally.

Solitude can be unacceptable if it is excessive because Man is a social being and I am in need of social interaction.

I will without a doubt to fully adapt to the new aspect of the college. Wish me luck for what programs may bring.