Social lapses

Tendencies of attracting aggressive people and repulsing great people are like lapses of socialization exerted negatively by the personality.

An example of aggressive people are those who gives threats or turning me down because of guilt.
An example of great people is the person I dedicate the poem to, whom eventually found someone else.

So, in the end, I am supposedly responsible for these things. I do not know true bliss nor everlasting enthusiasm. The SELF is the center of personality and control. Amateurly speaking, I have social phobia. That's all.

Hopes shall be high always for positivity is the river to the land of mercy and happiness. As a keen observant, I know the non-verbal cues of a certain interpersonal infatuative or romantic relationship.

First comes "Fear of Rejection", then comes "Fear of Intimacy". In order to be a simplier I have to realize self-love and get rid of these phobias through a certain therapy.

"You cannot know success without seeing failure."
"You don't know what's beyond the limits, unless you risk it".

These are the lessons I should understand, let it sink into my being.

We learn from each other and that's experience.