Unfinished life and Finished Life

If I die today or very soon in my young life, I would like to let everyone know in my life that I was once a part of their life meaningfully. I would choose to be cremated and be contained in a urn. Death is very inevitable and time will never return. Once passed, never to be seen again naturally, Unless there is an artificial temporal intervention or manipulation.

I don't want to die for a mistake (like Rizal) but to die for a cause (like the martyrs of this world). I can sacrifice my life for my loved ones (if I have the courage to do so).

I want to experience all what I can experience in this lifetime without the illness of fear torturing me. I still fear death that I have no idea what the world be like.

I will not die for nothing but something massively significant. Anything can happen, we just have to anticipate the unpredictable circumstances.

When I die with a complete life, let my friends remember me for who will I bee in the future. My supposed future family will always believe and trust for what kind of man I will be.

After all, for every event there is a beginning and a end. After the end of that event comes a new beginning which is the beginning of a new event. So, there is this series of events that are chronologically infinite.

I will spend my last days confessing my faults to those people I painfully offended. Be open to new things that re-incarnation is a possibility.

Being a respected and a dignified person is what I want to be, not the future alternative self of gangstership. Let simplicity rule over complexity. Whether or not, all people are destined to die at the end.

Take note that I will never commit myself to the morbidity of suicidal grotesqueness, nor homicidal insanity. I am typing these things because I want the world to know that death is not a choice but an obligation to submit yourself to the supreme being.
THANK YOU.