LAST POST FOR 2008!!!!

This is my greetings for you all. This is an official countdown to 2009 in the Philippines.

As of writing, It is 1 hour and 17 minutes away from January 1, 2009

New Years Countdown Tickers

2008 Climax

Auld Lang syne!
No more and gone forever!
We shall live with hope
and go on without looking back
The globe is rockin
with pyrotechnic celebrations

Champaigne in the West
Firecrackers in the East
Joy of love will be remembered
No more troubles in the olde
We extend our hearts
to the most in need

The craziness of Israel
disturbs the world
with undoubtful condemnation
Let God help us appreciate
the nature of humanity
the nature of existentialism
and the nature of glory.

Acquaintances of the old
speak out in the Stygian gloom
Praise! Glorify! EMBRACE!
2009 YOU ARE WELCOME!!!

The Dangers of Amateur Pyrotechnics

Oh! Firecrackers here and there in welcoming the new year. I would rather be in New York than in the Philippines because of the lack of sensible safety in the republic due to the so-called Amateur Pyrotechnics or Firecrackers. I extremely and completely infallibly condemn the misuse of pyrotechnics. Would you rather choose to risk your life with these ungrateful entities than to expell urban cacophony in the dawn of the new era?

With the outrage of safety, Amputation is terrible. AMPUTATION VS INTACTION

I would choose to be intact and doing nothing or just play with noisemakers. Rage to the heart with accidental suicide.



Even though, you guys don't undestand Filipino, you will get the point. Pls. LEARN that the danger of firecrackers will always ridicule ones mind, reducing physical individuality. So, keep it mind, safety is the highest priority in this world.

I am doing this to ultimately echoing the DOH campaign called "Iwas Paputok". Always think about it. Did GOD give you this body for you to destroyed through joy? I don't think so.

It will always be a scar to those victims. If you don't listen nor believe that this is true, then learn by experiencing the horror. THANK YOU

PS. If the Philippine Government were to read this, I would like to inform the DOH that they MUST MAKE ORDINANCES regarding this, or even better the Legislative department to create bills that conform to the CONSTITUTION.

Even for tradition, it must be broken. If ever there are judicial cases then let it filed in the courts and bring it to the Supreme Court as they will rule out beyond reasonable doubt.

Happy New Year!

I dedicate this video for everyone from the Caroline Islands to the western most point of the world and from pole to pole. It is a well blessed adios from the annus horribilis (Horrible year) of 2008. The reason why 2008 is horrible for the majority:
1) Global economic recession and crises.
2) Endless Middle East Conflicts
3) Gradual production of joblessness
4) Escalation of Global Warming
5) Natural turmoils

Annus mirabilis (Remarkable Year):
1) The Success of American governmental transition
2) The campaign against global warming (Earth Hour)
3) Multiple archaeological discoveries.


Open your eyes to a colorful enlightenment in the future. Choices we make really creates who we really are. Major and the minor. Problems for the hypersensitive people like me may no longer cope up the illusions we face in reality but a gallon of hopes shall never be emptied.


Even though the video is says that it is for 2000, I am still saying that Jim Carrey is out of hand in bliss when he welcomes the new year 2009 (2000 in the video). For the benefits of one and for all, no one has the right to lose his or her own life with or without reason. Take Care and ENJOY THE COUNTDOWN.

Last visit to my cousin's and Dad

Few weeks ago, I had a dream about me visiting my cousins. Once I entered their house I saw the parents (My aunt and her husband) of my cousins getting mad at me or something and called my dad to get me to my dad's house because they said that they are going somewhere soon.

NOW, during my Christmas break with my cousins and my Dad's family, I semi-enjoyed it and semi-busted it. I arrived at their village on December 22, 2008. I stayed at my Cousin's House from that day to December 25, 2008 and at my dad's house from the night of December 25 to today (Decemeber 28, 2008). The initial planned departure from my cousins and my dad's village was supposed to be December 29, 2008 but it didn't happened due to various reasons.

December 22, 2008- After leaving my house in Manila at 2:15PM, I walked approximately 2.5 kilometers south of the flagstand in Roxas Boulevard. I stopped at the Km. 4 mark located few meters north of HK Sun Plaza (Across the Department of Foreign Affairs (DFA)). It took me around an hour and 45 minutes (1.75 hours) to walk to that Km. 4 mark. So my average speed would be: 1.4286 Km./Hr. Consider the amount of baggage I had to carry (1 bag of cheeze, 1 messenger bag and 1 sports bag) It was then I got an FX to BF McDonalds (a Km or 2 west of Sucat Interchange). That was all my travels on that day.

December 24- Noche Buena (Christmas Eve Feasting) and Misa de Gallo (Christmas eve mass). My dad told me that an initiation in a Buddhist temple is far more powerful than a Catholic Holy Mass. Only through meditation you can achieve transcedental state of deep consciousness.

Christmas day- Usual Family tradition of Christmas Partying at Cubao. (I never realized that I have very distant relatives from Australia and California) That was the day when I discovered such.

December 26- In the household, I was talking to the father of the household of my cousins about my problems in life and he told me to take the tests (Which I said about it in my Christmas Day Controversial post (Blogger's time)). Then he lectured me further about God and illusion which astounded me about the analogies of theistic existentialism. Then, The decision that affected me most, happened to be a failure of my plan in making a video of a speech for school. The decision is made by the family heads telling me to go home right away on that day and take more tests and search for something that will help me understand myself more in an instantaneous manner. This happened in the afternoon. After that decision was made, I made the CONTROVERSIAL POST in which one of my cousins commented on. Honestly, I made that post negatively and emotionally.

I was emotional because I knew that they are the only people I know who have a video camera for my speech. I still have hopes in finding one soon before January 5, 2009.

On the night of that day, I got everything and brought it to my dad's house which I would call it as the "Portal of exile" for 1 1/2 days. I knew I was exiled. I understand and I admit that I am not one of them. They never wanted me know the reason.

So, I didn't tell my dad that night but on the next day, I did. THE LECTURES HAD CHANGED ME for the benefits of the future.

December 27- I spent my day in My dad's house and in the internet cafe. I made the post about ANXIETY in the internet cafe. I like being with my half-bro because he is fun to be with. My dad, he taught me how to do the basic meditation (Following the breath). I was still troubled due to that situation.

December 28- I had my half-day there in the village and I heard the news that they were going somewhere, somewhere aquatically Epicurean. By 2:15PM, they left for that spot. By 2:30PM I went home as my dad's family went to SM city Sucat.

So, It really turned out that my dream I envisioned few weeks ago is a stereotype and a shorter outline of events that happened on December 26 to 28, 2008.

I hope you understand me well. I may not who you expect me to be, but I see myself as a life on uncertainty type.

From research, I may not only be developing the Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD) but PARANOIA. Alot of things may not fit perfectly at my time. Too much problems.

NOTE: I am not saying any names in this post to protect the privacy and the reputation of the referred people.

Year-end Insanity

After a couple of days, I feel kinda insane already. Outburst of negative emotions in the blog will always make situations worse, I surely don't know why but THIS IS ME. I know there is a droplet of hope somewhere in this world. Increasing powerlessness over others is such a struggle.

It is difficult to understand a person who has a very awkward personality because you can always judge without enlightenment.
It is difficult to accept a very different person in a similar society as you are in.
It is difficult to acknowledge an unagreeable idealism of another person.
Where are the metaphysical considerations of social welfare and guidance?
What are the genuine assurances of belief and ultimate veracities?

I don't want to think about the treachery of 2008 anymore. It has been the worst year of my life. After all, Horses receive the worst luck in the year of the Rat, according to chinese astrologers.

A new year is a new beginning. Let 2009 roll like a wheel to eternity. Let 2008 rot and decompose to the atomic level.

I am very wounded at the core. LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP are the 2 things I want to know. As what I said earlier, I know I am anxious most of the time, Psychologists call this disorder as the "Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD)". This is simply my personal judgement not a professional psychological diagnosis. So, should I say that I have an abnormal personality just because of anxiety? I believe so.

By next year, I will be consulting a psychology teacher about this.

No matter what happens, hope in our hearts holds the righteous pathway to God.

Self-realization analysis 1

I must admit that I may be a better psychologist than a nurse. I finally realized that ANXIETY has been hunting me which hinders me from everyday work. If I am abnormally anxious, then I am considered immature. This is considered as a result of my traumatic experiences as a child. Abnormal anxiety is a psychological disorder which may be helped through therapy.

Back in elementary, Some of my teachers, guidance counselors and my guardians saw that I had some psychological problem like ADHD or so, so I was referred to a psychiatrist in Cardinal Santos Hospital and all of the tests on me confirmed that there was nothing wrong with me. After a couple of years, I dwelled into a psychological disorder which is buried in the core of my personality, which I see it as ANXIETY. I know this is true, because I am feared in alot of situations. Mr. Choi asked me to read a book by Morgan Scott Peck which is Road Less Traveled

I may have to change course, and leave the clinical dogma behind. I thought nursing has a call for me to serve the sick and in reality, I have been facing complicated barriers involving a million technical ways on how I should face these tasks, theoretically and practically. Every test and every task involving extensive utilization of grades is the ultimate anxiety for failure in school. This is the reason why I sometimes have low grades.

The reason why I said something about the CI's below is self-defense against anxiety.
The reason why I am afraid to socialize and to ask questions are unpredictable effects which is anxiety

I therefore conclude that uncontrollable anxiety exists in my very soul, this is why I am very different from everyone.

So, I am sure there is a treatment which is a certain therapy. However, God is the disorder, the disease, the cure and the result, so we can't blame him. Only ourselves should be blamed.

I hope I can cope it up for 2009.

Lost in the worst state of mind

I am ultimately blinded by anxiety of failure and intimidation. I discovered through someone else none other than the Baba perfectionist Mr. Choi. He helped me open myself more. I am a negative mysterious which eventually lead to something worse than illusion. In Enneagrams which is a personality test, I am classified as either a 4 or a 6 in 2 tests. The basis of my problems may have been the circumstances in ages 3-7. Abandonment from my parents is a probable root or may be the core root.

I think that I made a another persona as a netizen which may prove to me that I am different in virtual reality than universal reality. The one is enjoyable, the other is isolating. I may be in a verge of extensive self-identity crisis. A crisis that may no longer be recognized out in the open but in the inside. The monster can come out and make the most-courageous shiver. He also said that Psychology is best for me not nursing. The agony of burden keeps on deepening penetrating to the deepest mystery.

I am struggling in the dilemma of success and failure. Righteousness and enlightenment. Wisdom and knowledge. Love and Hatred.

Is this a nightmare which I face for 2009?
Ennegram interpretations:
Type 4: The Artist. The intuitive, reserved type.
Type 6: The Skeptic. The committed, security-oriented type

Either of the 2 types, I must self-analyze to seek what direction to chose for what personality I must be.

It is so desperate that I chose to regret the path of impeccable danger. I see no love but a fragment of it. Because of alot of beliefs, truths in this world, wheather opinionated or not, I can't stand to realize that I am losing my conscience of accuracy and precision of all. Everything is clouded.

What fact and what is myth, I even have no idea its differences anymore. I am full of trash and frustration.

Why does education destroy genuine wisdom in its heart? Complexities! I am sick of it! I don't myself no more. I am not who I am. Then who am I supposed to be? A victim of clinical perfectionism????

I always submit myself to others and never negate their judgements as if they are infallable. What is truth, and false truth? Mental chaos will give stress and worsen the state of mind.

My beliefs are now shattering to the unknowns. What is correct and incorrect to the top?????

I HONESTLY feel like I am THE MOST TROUBLED PRISONER in Plato's Allegory of the Cave.

I know I am stating the negative but I am doing this to shout out my devastations and frustrations.

Self-esteem will always go to a much lower state than I am because of this.

Misery, despair, anxiety will always obstruct a way to success.

THIS IS THE DAY THAT COULD REALLY CHANGE MY LIFE AND MR. CHOI HAS FINALLY DELVED INTO MY SUBCONSCIOUNESS AND BEYOND.

PS. I apologize from my deepest self about all of this sayings.

The Genuine Message of Christmas

Many people claim that the value of giving and to celebrate the birth of Christ are the genuine messages of Christmas. They use Santa Claus as a great example for the value of giving.

What I think is, that the Genuine Message of Christmas is to recall the birth of Christ exactly 2013 years ago in a town called Bethlehem. It is called Christmas because of "Christ's Mass". It is derived from the Middle English Christemasse and Old English Cristes mæsse, a phrase first recorded in 1038.^[3] "Cristes" is from Greek Christos and "mæsse" is from Latin missa. In early Greek versions of the New Testament, the letter Χ (chi), is the first letter of Christ. Since the mid-16th century Χ, or the similar Roman letter X, has been used as an abbreviation for Christ.^[7] Hence, Xmas is often used as an abbreviation for Christmas.

With Finality:

The Yuletide Nature

Christmas is 2 days away from now. The philosophical and Theological discussion on the debate of the birth of Yeshua Bar Yosef (Jesus the Christ) which is December 25. http://www.doig.net/NTC09.htm

The Christmas Tree has its own symbolisms. I have managed to symbolize the tree

Star- Star of Bethlehem (Signal of the Magi of the East)
Base- The Nativity Scene
Leaves- the outline of the rays of the Star
Light- Rays of the Star
Decorations- Glorifying spectacle of truth that the Savior was born.
Shaft- Rays of the Star pointing to the Nativity Scene

I know you all know what a Christmas Tree looks like, but visualize it and put those symbolisms together. That is my theoretical reason why a Christmas Tree looks like that.

Christmastide is actually a 12 day season (Remember the song: 12 days of Christmas?). It starts from December 25 to January 6 which is the Epiphany (The arrival of the magi with their gifts.)
January 1 is the Circumcision of Jesus the Christ.

Santa Claus as children perceived it as a "Mascot of Gifts" whose General Headquarters is located in the North Pole, This figure is based on a bishop name St. Nicholas of Myra

ST. Nicholas, Bishop of the Diocese of Myra
(Feast: December 6)

Santa Claus

Based from these pictures, the resemblances are clear. It is needless for me to tackle the obviousness of the fictions and the non-fictions of these figures. "Santa Claus" has many various translations depending on what region of the world you are.

GOD BLESS AND HAVE A BREAK THIS CHRISTMAS FROM ALL THE STRESS! HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

My Family Analysis (Father side) Part 1

I have discovered via extended relatives, that I am paternally related to Archbishop Gaudencio Cardinal Borbon Rosales through his maternal grandmother. I am also paternally related to the late Senator Claro MAYO Recto, the grandfather of former Senator Ralph Gonzalez Recto, via the late Senators Mother. I am extensively paternally related to the GMA Star GABBY EIGENMANN via the Arizabals. I am Maternally related to the incumbent representative of Parañaque in the House of Representatives, Roilo S. Golez. He coincidentally was the former National Security Council (NSC) Director General. who was the boss of my late Paternal Grandfather. My Baptismal Godmother is the former FIRST LADY IMELDA ROMUALDEZ MARCOS (YOU ALL KNOW WHO SHE IS). So, Do you see that I am in the area where the borderlines are the figures of prominence?"

With regards to my name, If I weren't born out of Wedlock, my name would have been Kyle Victor J. Mayo. I don't have a middle initial in my name in the birth certificate. If it were, It would be Kyle Victor N. Jose, (both from my mother's name). But I am not sure if there is a law on this now.

Let me tell you about my grandparents in my Father side. My grandfather was the late Lt. Gen. Victor Arizabal Mayo (Ret.) of the Philippine Army. He was the very first LEADING COMMANDER OF THE SPECIAL FORCES AND THE SCOUT RANGER OF THE ARMED FORCES OF THE PHILIPPINES (AFP). He was also the VICE CHIEF OF STAFF. He received the 2nd highest honor which is the"Distinguished Conduct Star" for gallantry against the attempted coup in 1989. He graduated in the Philippine Military Academy located in Del Pilar street in Baguio city, Benguet in the class of 1966.

Mayo took his political science major at the Manuel L. Quezon University and gained his master’s degree in Public Administration at the University of Oklahoma, USA.

He graduated with honors from the Philippine Military Academy (PMA) in 1966.

Before his stint at the NSC, Mayo was vice chief of staff of the Armed Forces of the Philippines (AFP) and the 43^rd Superintendent of the PMA.

As AFP vice chief of staff, Mayo oversaw the AFP Modernization Board, the AFP Housing Board, AFP Disaster Response Task Force, Office of Ethical Standard and Public Accountability (OESPA), and the Technical Working Group for Legislative Affairs.

Mayo received five Distinguished Service Stars for his work performance in various military units from 1988 to 1998.

On March 1990, Mayo also received the Distinguished Conduct Star for his gallantry in the defense of Camp Aguinaldo during the 1989 coup attempt.

- OFFICE OF THE PRESS SECRETARY

He retired on 2001 as the Vice Chief of Staff. The Chief of Staff that time was Gen. Angelo T. Reyes who is the incumbent Secretary of The Department of Energy (DOE). He passed away on the morning of May 31, 2008 in a private hospital while the maid was probably sleeping. He died of a developing cancer few hours after being operated on the neck surgically. He had a poor health history (No cancer in particular was documented). In the past few years, he had undergone kidney transplant and Hemodialysis. He had poor eyesight on one eye. Last April, I noticed that he had something like pharyngitis or the irritation of the throat which eventually made him weak. He is now buried in the Libingan ng mga bayani near the Unknown Soldier coffin. I called him "Dada Vic". He passed away under the management of the Director General Norberto Gonzales.

During the Marcos Era, the Mayo Family spent their time in South Korea (Considering my dad and my aunt as teenagers). There they met another semi-prominent religious Figure in the Philippines. He was Father Agerico "Jerry" Muñoz Orbos, SVD, who coincidentally happened to be a friend of Ambassador Preciosa Soliven (O.B. Montessori Center Inc. President and the UNESCO Philippine Director General).

He married a young model in the 1960's who was my grandmother named: Josephine "Josie" Perlas Mayo. Her father was a Military man same as my grandfather. I would consider the possibility that my grandfather got his influence from him. She passed away on August 24, 2007. She is now cremated and stored in a Columbarium in Fort Bonifacio. I called her "Mama-Ji". She had a health history of Asthma. She died of emphysema.

It has been speculated that my grandfather died less than a year after my grandmother is because my grandfather was grieving over her till his death. This means that they were very intimate and passionate to each other.

They both had their wakes in Sanctuario de San Antonio Wake chapels in Forbes Park. They were both religious. They used to pray the rosary everyday. This is considered to be my memorable tribute to them.


Also a military figure, but he was the older brother of Lt. Gen. Victor A. Mayo. He was the late General Job Arizabal Mayo Jr. He is also buried in the Libingan Ng Mga Bayani.

Retired PNP General Job Mayo Expires, 68

Retired National Police deputy director general Job A. Mayo, Jr. (MBA'71), who gained prominence for his role in crime fighting aside from having won the coveted "Mr. Philippines" bodybuilding title in the mid-60s, died at the National Kidney Institute in Quezon City on Aug. 29, 2000.

Mayo, 59, died due to a respiratory failure following a massive asthma attack.

He is survived by his wife Aida and his sons Mark, Job III and Mickey.

Mayo's remains now lie in state at the National Security Council office in East Avenue, Quezon City. On August 31, his remains will be transferred to Camp Crame. Internment is scheduled on Sept. 3.

A graduate of the Philippine Military Academy (PMA) Class of 1963, Mayo was first commissioned as a PMA cadet in May 1959. He was enlisted in the regular force as a Second Lieutenant of the Philippine Constabulary on March 24, 1963 upon his graduation at the country's premiere military school. As a Second Lieutenant, Mayo distinguished himself as a leader that earned the trust and respect of his colleagues.

A health buff, Mayo joined the contest for male body beautiful and was adjudged as the "Mr. Philippines" in the mid-60s.

When the Philippine National Police (PNP) bill was enacted into law, Mayo chose to join the PNP and got his first star on April 30, 1991 when he was PNP Narcotics Group chief.

He then moved to become the police regional director before his return to Camp Crame to head the Directorate for Investigation & Detection Management (DIDM) office from 1994 to 1996. He was promoted to police deputy director general (Lieutenant General) on Aug. 8, 1996 and was compulsory retired from the PNP service on Oct. 19, 1997 while serving as the PNP deputy chief for administration.

(REPRINTED FROM THE PHILIPPINE STAR AUGUST 30 , 2000)

If you see the difference, they were both deputy leaders of the 2 Military Organizations in the Philippines. They both passed away after their retirement age. So, I take credit that their existence and their contributions in the military was a nationalistic service from their hearts. They were great models of leadership.

In the Article, His and Aida's Sons are mentioned. Mark Mayo is married to an Insurance employee and have 2 daughters.

I think I have to break the privacy Initials barrier I made before. So the next person is Mrs. Penelope "Peni" P. Mayo. She is married to the aforementioned Mark S. Choi, who is Semi-American and Semi-Korean. They have 3 sons, 1 daughter and 1 old dog.

The sons are:
1) Joseph Victor M. Choi
2) Michael Francis M. Choi
3) Aaron Gabriel M. Choi

The daughter is Khayla Rose M. Choi
Their dog is named Musky. He has been around for a long time.

In short, they are my 1st cousins. I will thoroughly explain about my Cousins in another post.

My Father is named as Demetrius "Trius" P. Mayo who is married to a Pharamacist named Ruby Chang. They gave birth to my 4-year old half-brother Jeremy Trius C. Mayo. I probably said something about him in a past post. A special post will be tributed to him soon.

The Mayos, The Arizabals and The Perlas are the related families. No one would care about my extended family. It is therefore unnecessary for me to exceed the limits of related consanguinities.

The Ancestral House of the Arizabals and the Mayos is composed of 2 houses. One for the Delicate extensive collection of the statues of Mary, Jesus and Saints (Approximately 300 statues). And the other is for the household. It is currently resided by the younger sister (and her family) of my grandfather.

So, Long POST, NO PICTURES. Sorry, I don't have any Camera on hand. I hope you get to understand me more. GOD BLESS YOU AND MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

Christmas Break

Now, I am in Christmas Break, I can rest and prepare for the yuletide celebration, however, this doesn't mean I am free from school work. I have projects to do. Projects like observing the CULTURE of Manila for "Sociology and Anthropology". Speech Delivery via videotaping (which will be in youtube) in Languages (Elective). There is a project that is considered to be the great CORE of NURSING: The Nursing Process (More about it soon). Classes are no more for the year 2008 and is to be welcomed again on January 5, 2009.

Now this coming Sunday is the 4th sunday of Advent, it will serve as the grand entrance to the great welcoming of Jesus Christ to this Earth.

I will spend a week with my aunt's and my Paternal family in Sucat, Parañaque in Metro Manila and as family tradition, I will spend the afternoon of Christmas day in Cubao, Quezon City where the ancestral house is located.

During these times, I will spend my time doing the projects and enjoying the available time which will not last very long.

This will be a Christmas break in which I will enjoy the Yuletide delights with a classic party and receiving excessive Kilocalories by overeating. LOL. I surely can't control the hunger drives when I see food. LOL

I will have another post about Christmas.

Abandonment from class leadership

As I abandoned my post as class president after 6 months, I admit that I have been struggling with alot of responsibilities with some authorities out there blaming the class president for some unintentional mistake and misunderstands on my part.

The only way to test out one's capabilities is to risk and experiement it and discover what limits you will encounter. That's what I did, and I fell to the ground instead of flying to glory. In 2004, during High School in OBMCI, I was the so called "Class Mayor" (OBMCI equivalent of class president) and I first discovered that I can't handle a burden-full job. By the inspiration of the class leaders, I knew I can be a good leader also "In my mind" and once I tried to be one, It turned out that I wasn't trained to be like one.

I have accepted the challenge of being a class leader twice & yet I have proved that leadership does not agree to be with me at all. Leadership and I are repulsive entities. Indeed, leadership is not an easy role. I sometimes envisioned myself as the PGMA of the class.

I was a Class Officer in MDC since the beginning of my stay. I was a Vice President of the dismantled BSN-I-21 of AY 2007 to 2008 and the President of BSN-II-03 till today (December 11, 2008). If I have intentions to be a class officer in third year, I must first do what I must do. Develop rapport among classmates and start making friends in the hectic future.

I fear risking the whole class to damnations due to the different factors (Pls refer to my previous post about myself).

It is better to relieve yourself of the burden of responsibilities than agonize in the bitterness of self-controlled corruption.

We are a leader in our own special way but we can't see the essence of that job without organizing yourself and develop charisma.

Philosophistications

The Aura of Sophistication

Technology is at its best
While the orient crashes
Divinity has no grounds
For a being to fly
Away from the Malebolgians

Lo! A boom of complexities
Build up to mystery
And devastate the psyche

Domination with no basis
is an act of crisis
We live! We fall! & We die!
in the morgues of the ET's

Potter spell miracles
in the ether of loyalty
Avada Kedavra! & a
Expecto Patronum

Sky of illusion delves
into the sea of insanity
We think! We see! We hear!

Being sophisticated or should I call it as "Philosophistications". Philosophisticated men are obsessed with complexity in value beyond the limit of laymen comprehension. It is a world wherein people have a exclusive technical vocabulary and situations. Why be sophisticated while you can be simple? Extremely advanced Calculus and Quantum Mechanics are models of philosophistications. The Phrontistery is a vocabulary philosophistication which values the expanded epistemological entities on words and its essence.

Spiritual philosophistications are entities whose state is near-Godly unconscious.

It is a desire for a lot of people to impress with their marvelous pathways of unpracticable false knowledge to their audience. The goal is to inform not to impress.

Philosophistications - love of complicated wisdom. Socrates used philosophistications to help and loose simultaneously the track of the audience via Socratic method.

CI's and Suggestions.

Clinical Instructors (CI)- are known to be nursing educators with the Masters degree (MAN). They "guide" students during their RLE (Related Learning Experience) in a Fundamentals Laboratory (Training ground for nurses).

In MDC, CON (College Of Nursing) has been on this for a very long time. There are both negative and positive characteristics about them.

"Don’t Hold Back – Experience as much as you can when you are out on the field. If you encounter a new procedure or clinical condition, don’t be afraid to step up. Don’t worry about not knowing what to do. It is a learning experience after all and your Clinical Instructors are always on hand to help you."

Source: Philippine Nursing Guide

I am not sure if every CI in the Philippines are always STRICT, PERSUASIVE, and APPROACHABLE. I have so many questions about the nurses norm:

1) Why are fancy watches banned? Is it because it doesn't look good on a nurse? The accuracy of the fancy watches and a non-fancy watches will always be similar. If nursing is an art, then why is there no art in the uniform? Does aesthetic regulation necessary for a nurse with regards to nurses?

2) What happened to the conducive environment of guidance and learning if CI's are like shouting, unreasonably mad at their students? I believe that CI's promote fear in the eyes of the students with their actions and warnings. Is this the IDEAL PERSONALITY of a CLINICAL INSTRUCTOR? It may be the reflection of stress in their training years. They shout on their students instead their old CI's. I mean, alot of nursing students are not very comfortable but we should accept the fact that the attitude of guidance is decreasing. Are they promoting "Clinical Instructor phobia"? I think I am getting this irrational fear already. Psychologically speaking, when fear arises, the inquisitive minds of the young nursing students will always be buried unless they've got the guts. Are they doing this because of DISCIPLINE?????

3) What is the utmost priority of a CI? Is it DISCIPLINE or HEALTH CARE EDUCATION WITH LEARNING EXPERIENCE???

4) Don't they understand that during skills that no one can make it near-perfect for the first time?

I really want to update those CI's about the Mercury Banning.

I am creating CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM so they will take note.

It also seems that there are some CI's who don't smile on their students. Let it be a very Joyfully systematic learning experience, not a "Horrible Learning Experience".

Do we students deserve to be shouted on as if it is a "Military training in a clinical setting"?

"Kozier & Erb's Fundamentals of Nursing", is a near universal textbook in the Philippines.

ANXIETY and STRESS are the enemies of Nursing Students.

I suggest:
1) The Nursing curriculum should be extended to 5 years, so there will be more time to learn.
2) The students must always be prepared.
3) to the Philippine Nurses Association Inc. to
a) have a Standard and Official Textbook which is Kozier
b) inform all the nurses CI's and students about the very latest updates on the Nursing profession and its ideology
c) to elaborate the core information about Nursing to the incoming Freshmen with extreme accuracy and precision, so that they will see if Nursing is their course

Let's hope that the message is brought to them. Pls. lay in your comments about this post that may sprout to controversy.

Growth of Immasculinity and redefinition of character

I was not being brought up physically and emotionally strong and stable, because I came from a broken family. A family splitted into 2 with 2 different families. In short, my parents have their own families.

I wasn't being trained to be sociable with other people and yet I want to be sociable as what I expressed in my past post.

I wasn't trained to be firmly masculine because I am currently living with a lady guardian who is 65 years old (Physically, she looks 40 years old). And My "Uncle" who was the husband of my lady guardian passed away 2 years ago. I am related to her through my mother who is her niece. In Kinship terms, I would consider her as my Grandaunt (I call her "Ninang"), and my Uncle as a "Avuncular guardian". He was an American from Northern Califronia. He was considered as a model of Jazz and Classical Music.

I am an ineffective leader for the clique I am not used to but an EFFECTIVE LEADER for a familiar one. For friendship is the basis of true leadership. I am ineffective as class president to my classmates in such a way that no one seems to understand the difference of character. Even though I put concerning statements, they still don't absorb the message. Which leaves me doing everything alone. I wasn't trained to authorize anything. I am ineffective because I am alone in this journey without any genuine companion to guide me. Criticism WILL NEVER BE the solution. Whenever I make decisions, they give a wave of peer pressure then I was forced to agree. Some of my classmates blame me for not doing my responsibility as Class President. One of them said that we are practicing "Laisez-faire Leadership". That I agree. I have low emotional stability in offending situations. Close relationship with my classmates who look beyond the surface and open their eyes to realize what character would I really be is the goal.

So the factors are: Lack of Friendship, peer pressure, indecisiveness, irresponsibilities. (Take not e on the post on friendship.

So, the QUESTION is: What can I do to regain charismatic delegation of class affairs to my classmates? What can I do to be an effective leader????

I wasn't build to be strong and organize because I live in a household full of dust and unorganized layout of objects.

I don't have a sense of the responsibility of time management.

I grew up with fear. A fear where I lack strength. A strength of masculinity.

Is this what I am???? With the Johari's window, I can determine my character realistically.

I was told that I was psychiatrically diagnosed with ADHD and proved that this is not existent in me.

I have discovered that I am empathetic in someways. I could sense someones emotion. Empathy I must say is really a factor of knowing other people well. I must not be arrogantly judgemental that there are people out there who doesn't accept the realism of cultural differences.

I am an explorative, down-to-earth introvert who sees the world as a chaotic realm of enigma. I am curious in most things. Once I am curious and interested, I tend to result into what Filipino's experience called "NINGAS COGON". Ningas Cogon is a Filipino attitude in which a task in enthusiastically worked upon then that enthusiasm eventually crashes down, thus leaving a work undone. However, there are times I face addiction which is the opposite of Ningas Cogon.

I always keep some words of concern and feelings to myself until there is a right time.

I sometimes procrastinate due to some addictions and other events which is connected to the lack of time management and some other factors. Leaving me mixed priorities.

I fear what I shouldn't be fearing of. I have feared the rage of other people leaving me speechless and eradicating strength and defense.

There are times when habits really take over my mind which I am alarmed of, whenever my ninang warned me on this.

I always wanted to QUESTION anyones authority for a very sound and a logical rationale in each decision. Doubts arise without a rationale. I wanted to impose all logical fallacies and question all decisions till it is clean. I believe that the validity of each reason is determined by the embodied entities and the situation taken place. We have a right to do this unless the norms, the rules, the values and the morals are fixed in every cultural-accepted law that will never be doubtful. I never did have the power to do this because of the lack of strength.

I believe that my integrity will always be jumping in and out of the stage which in the end be contradicting. I believe that dignity lies in the soul.

Opinions and personal beliefs are always the roots of violence, PERSONAL PROBLEMS and massive argumentation due to contradiction, bias and non-cultural-adaptive agreements (Debates is a good practice of argumentation without bias) E.G. ATHEISM . I am always careful in doing this, but I subconsciously offend people with bias. I really apologize for what this not meant for me to do it. We should not question the opinions of others for that is their own perspective and we MUST respect it.

Non-acceptability of apology is an act where no one can be forgiven for (in minor situations). But in major situations, It is understood that trust can't be built the same way as before. Because apology is an inherent act of forgiveness for one another. The emotions of all parties will calm down. I do this always.

Me, as a human being whose personality may be treasured with some other people's life. Deepen the understanding and get the whole picture.

When do I realize that NURSING is a call from God to care for others??? These important questions of life lies in the borderless ocean of subjective data.

WHO AM I?
WHY AM I HERE?
WHERE DO I ORIGINATE?
WHERE DO I GO AFTER THIS?
HOW AM I GOING TO UNDERSTAND LIFE?
HOW LONG WILL I LEAVE TO SEE THE EVERLASTING ENLIGHTENMENT?

Life: A cornerstone of depth
By: Kyle Victor Jose

It is a intangible thing where no one can see nor touch
It is indefinite to see realism in this medium
Frustrating to know the insanity
God-giving to understand eternity
Pleasing to look into the soul of the others
Loving to grasp enlightenment
Open up to seek understanding
Know that you know nothing

If you are someone with value
If you live with dignity
If you empathize the poor
If you care for the beloved
If you do what is right
If you inspire others in bad times
If you scrutinize and analyses
Then see with whole-heartedness
Look beyond the lines
Appreciate the existence
Decide with heart and mind
Desire the necessary and lost will not find you

Life is an essence of experience
A revivification of illusion
Philosophy of complexity
An obstacle of simulated reality

Don't focus in to your negativities
Problems, and hatred
They will leave you disturbed

No one can be you
You can't be others
But you can be yourself with no blame.
Diamonds not autumn leaves will seek your destiny
Be serene
Be calm
You are not alone

Live it to the fullest, No one has a reason to abandon it.
My character, my being, my dignity and my faith defines my core existence and attitude as a living human.

"Our lives are like a candle in the wind."

-Carl Sandburg

Friendship: A personal pespective with quotes

"If a person does not make new acquaintances, as he advances through life, he will soon find himself left alone. A person should keep his friendship in constant repair."

In a way, This is me, because I have already found myself alone.

For a very long time, I have been looking for ways to socialize and to search for a good and true friend.

"A true friend remains a friend up to his pocket"

"Life is death without real friends and money can't buy them."

"Real friends do not tarnish, fade or depreciate."

These quotes is what the strength of friendship really is and I never did experience such. I observe people who had experience it and it turns out that reality always blooms in their perspective. How can I see the mere reality without experiencing the essence and the genuinity of the relationship? Is it just me? Or is it everyone out there?

I have discovered myself that I am empathetic in some ways. There are people who keep on saying that "You need to open up".

Many times, my perspective have been shifting as if it is a light switch. There are times that I decided that I have many friends. There also times that I decided that I am lonely. I strictly consider those many "Friends" as "Insignificant acquaintances".

I may be dull, I may be unorganized, and I may be misunderstood. There are instances I have to change for the sake of adjustment.

It has been like this all my life. In what way am I a friend to someone for those who know me personally and via internet??????

Do I not show compassion, loyalty, faith, love, hope, enthusiasm of pressence? Is there a certain criterion in creating a friendship with another person?

I am blinded with illusions.

I have no one to express or to talk my feelings with, because I fear that they may have bias comments.

Friends are bonded with a certain commonality. Once broken, it will NEVER be the same when it returns.

I honestly can't be an effective leader because I don't feel close to a clique. Hi's and good byes are simply the words I do see.

two problems I realize in myself are SHYNESS and LACK OF SOCIALIZING SKILLS. This must be 2 of the factors why I don't gain friends at all.

So, It must be me after all. I must be assertive to gain this contigency. It is difficult to look in to your subconscious.

I hope you understand

Beauty (Part 2)

I had intentions to edit my previous post, but since there is a comment, I will put it here.

The following are the additions to my previous post:

The Involvement of Intellect/ Intelligence

It promotes the gorgeous nature of beauty and increases the positivity of perspective. Without Beauty, intellect is dormant.

"Intelligence/ Intellect is the soul of beauty; without it, beauty is dormant"

THE THEORY OF FEMINISTIC BEAUTY GENESIS

This is the Theory I have thought of. Even though I am not a psychology student, but a nursing student. I use insights to create a theory.

The theory states that: "If beauty is holistic and subjective in nature, then it must originates in such a way that it was stuck to an infant body dormantly. During conception, the body and the spirit unites with a bit of god's grace. The spirit + God's grace = mask of Beauty."

Beauty have states. States of dormance, State of Activity. Beauty is dormant if only intellect is absent or mild.

Reasons on why beauty is dormant without the existence and the essence of intellect is:
1) If you see a girl who everyone consider as beautiful but dumb, you are just looking a unreal facade of reality.

"Minds & beauty coexist so grandly that if one must separate the other, a face of illusion will be pursued"

Original Beauty is Natural Beauty
Manipulated Beauty is Plastic Surgery

"Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder".

The Legs is a organ of significant attraction. It upholds the realms of sexiness and tactile sensitivity to its zenith. Its smoothness promotes the motivation of orgasm.

The Feet is a symbolic picture where the boys adore because of their vision of pedal sadomasochism (Bastinado & Falaka) and sensitivity fetishism (Tickling). It is a psychological desire of the boys to know beauty through this personal experience.

The Ears, I must say, may seldomly contribute to beauty because of the lobular pendants (Earrings) which is fashion to the girls. However, pendants attached to the other parts of the auricle may not be an aesthetic pleasure to all. The cartilaginous auricular structure which I consider as a unique characteristic may also contribute to beauty, since no 2 structures are the same.

No matter what it is, aesthetic pleasure of the girl will always be decided by the girl. It is in her heart and her mind to manage what she wants to do with her body. The boys are just bait of this event.

Humanity has deeply faced the paramount status of beauty since the Greco-Roman Era. It is a continuum in which every one of us experience.

Beauty of girls in the eyes of boys. (BEAUTY 1)

Beauty is a subjective matter judged by boys and sometimes girls themselves. Beauty attracts boys to the girls they like. If you would stare and observe a body of a girl from the tip of their longest strand of hair to the tip of their longest toe, you would realize and witness such a phenomenon in which quality is at its best in the first sight. However, after a few weeks, that beauty becomes a tiresome sight. Therefore, beauty doesn't last very long unless the romantics come about. The emerging beauty of the girls usually start on the age range of 8 to 12 years old. Which means the arithmetic mean (Average) of the age of the girls in beauty emergence is 10 years old. This is what I have been observing.

Beauty is often symbolized by the Greek Goddess Aphrodite and its Roman counterpart Venus. She is depicted as a lady in a large clam shell with her long hair covering the private parts.

Philocaly- Love of Beauty
Philogyny- Love of women

The question I have right now is: Why are the girls so attractive to the boys?
Possible Answer: There is a possibility that the quality of the girls skin and the face contributes to the attractiveness. It is registered in the mind and therefore makes it think that the girls are known to be beautiful. It is an aesthetic manifestation that will merit to the compliance of mutual relationship that involves romantic intervention.

The complexion of the girl's skin depending on the amount of melanin (not depending on the racial determination) is also a factor.

The body contour depicts the so-called sexiness in a girls body. The boys looks at the ectomorphic (tall thin person) figure which may promote erotic sensations.

The eyes are universally known as "THE WINDOWS TO THE SOUL". I have been observing that the eyes are usually among the important body parts to be noticed in a girl. The color of the eyes will always enlighten the vision of another soul. Staring directly at it, is like staring into a star that will never die. That's how bright it is. Just notice the pattern in the iris, the delicate structure of the conjuctiva. It is one of the most noticable part on the face.

The mouth is the affectional orgasm of a girl. Lips and its gestures promote a sense of love. Pouting lips is a symbol of attraction wherein the eyes of the boys can't easily resist. When we kiss, the lips pout with the philtrum on top (which is a depression between the upper lip and the nasal septum), it creates an cardioid (Heart-shaped) outline. Kissing is a intimate act where beauty is at its climax. Lips of the boy and lips of the girl collide while they play with each other tongues. Since the nose is blocking the way, one of them has to turn sideward to enjoy the world of labial orgasms. Ok! That's it! As I type here, I could imagine the evolution erotic activities that can extend Epicurean pleasure (orgasm) to its zenith.

I shall not speak of reproductive orgasms or fetish-promoted parts in this post. I may, in the future.

The hair, a symbol of eloquence in beauty will never fail to show the character of a girl as it is genderly unique regarding the length. Imagine seeing a girl exhibiting angular momentum and centrifugal forces as her hair flies with it. The hair is truely a magnificent jewel for girls. They always maintain it by combing and washing it. They do this for aesthetic purposes.

I adore both philocaly and philogyny as paradigms of enormous being of human feminism. A showcase to the opposite gender.

"Beauty is food for the eyes, but an abstraction of the mind of the opposite gender" (This is my personal quote via wisdom).

No matter what nationality you have, you will always see yourself as someone beautiful even in the point of denial. Accept what you have. Ugliness is and will never be an option unless one admits the reality of the "being" status. There is enough hope that girls will always attract boys through beauty. But then, the question goes on like this: "What do girls like in boys?" If positive, this will complete the circle of romance, both physically and spiritually.

Honestly, I have no idea on how to answer that question. It will take time to find some answers.

My personal accounts will be told soon.

Interest of netizenry interaction of teens + Message to the adults from the youth

Yahoo! news: Studies about of teen online activity

MacArthur Foundation - Referred in the Yahoo! News

If all the teenagers were to click the sites above, they will be proud of the message about the advantages of online activities. Adults and the elderly, have misunderstood the power of learning in this activities. They have misunderstood this because they have no idea and they didn't have any experience on this technology when they were young. Online activities can help influence the child's imagination and conquer learning to its peak with various developments of skills.

I strongly agree on this, but for every advantage, there is an disadvantage. CHATTING is both advantagous and disadvantagous (look at my other post). Web criminality exists in chatting because there are alot of arrogant, ignorant, insane, pedophilic, sexploitive, etc. kinds of people. You can name them all. No one is safe from the wrath of impure manifestations.

To the adults, in behalf of the current youth, you should all be enlightened that you too can learn from us and understand that this generation is very different from yours. This applies not only in the US but to the rest of the world. We are the future of this world, in a few years time, we will take the lead on what will happen to the future. You are with us only to guide us to the goal with love and care. With the relationship of the young and the old, it can get complicated because of the honesty of mutual comprehension. We all would like to raise gratitude that we realize the we are the gift from GOD to you. You raised us to be leaders, to be followers, to be comprehenders, to be literate, to be helpers and you can name all roles of society that fit this description. THIS IS FOR THE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD! There are some of you, we consider as inspirational figures of the time. Authority or not, we can see the misuse of power that results to frustration. Do you see that we can make a difference in this world by negotiating and acting? Some actions may be difficult, some are not. I will leave you a message that no one is alone in this war for global tranquility and social understanding.

Recently, there has been a case of suicide by a teenager via drug overdose which is supposed to treat his bipolar disorder. The name is Abraham Biggs. He was seen doing this online, in front of the webcam in www.justin.tv. There are so many people out there thinking that they are not worthy to live anymore. What's happening to this world??? Where is the dignity of life? People can no longer distinguish the dimensional illusion of virtual reality and physical reality.

Every person in this globe was, is and will NEVER be entitled to take away his/her own life, especially with a issue that involves the psyche. Don't you see that people must take precautionary measures to prevent such condemnable circumstances. In the case of Abraham, we have to learn that we have to open our minds, our hearts to the people needed most. How are we going to exemplify a good thing if a bad thing is observed? Eradicate the bad thing will all your might in all dimensions.

That's all I will say right now. From internet with teens to Parents to Suicide. All these topics are interconnected in such a way that the world must realize that the youth may have influenced negatively. This should be a very meaningful post. Reality is a vision of a damned product.

Our Lady of Remedies

This is the picture of the facade of the Malate Catholic Church located 2000 M. H. Del Pilar St. Malate, Manila

This is the picture of Nuestra Señora de los Remedios (Our lady of Remedies).

This is a picture of the newest internal manifestation of Malate Church. It is a picture of the altar, the adytum (sacred part of a temple or church), and the pathway to the adytum.

The Fiesta is always on the 3rd sunday of November (one week before the feast of the Christ the King). It is one of the oldest churches in the Philippines after San Agustin and the Cebuano churches. As of now, this church is dominated by the Irish Columban priests (4) , some part-time priests and a Peruvian priest.

Alot of organizations partake in this Church and its activities in the Malate Diocese. This Diocese is part of the Archdiocese of Manila currently headed by Archbishop Gaudencio Borbon Cardinal Rosales (NOTE: Cardinal is a ecclesiastical title not part of the name).

If you notice this church in aerial view, it is shaped like a cross with round ends. Same by looking up from the inside. Thanks to the Augustinians. They have thought of this. This church had been destroyed several times, but is surprising to see that Our lady of Remedies has survived despite the natural catastrophes. They say that this is a baroque church.

The History of the Church

"British soldiers took refuge in this church during their occupation of the Philippines and attack on Intramuros in 1762-63. The church was destroyed in 1773, rebuilt, badly damaged in World War II, and later restored again.

Malate Church is dedicated to Nuestra Senora de Remedios ("Our Lady of Remedies"), the patroness of women in childbirth. A revered statue of the Virgin Mary in her role as Our Lady of Remedies was brought from Spain in 1624 and stands at the altar."

Source: Manila City Government Website

Malate Church will hopefully succeed as among the most memorable churches in Manila.

Sunday masses:
6am (Filipino)
7am (Filipino)
8am
9am
12nn
4pm
5pm (Filipino)
6pm
7pm
8pm

The priests (Parochial vicars) of the Church:
1) Conal O'Conel
2) John Leydon (Parish Priest)
3) Kevin McHugh
4) Michael Martin
5) Enrique Escobar (Peruvian)
6) Hector Suano (Guest Priest)
7) Francis Kolat (Guest Priest)

MANILA HISTORICAL INSTITUTE

"In memory of the Columban Fa. Patrick Kelly S.S.C., John Henaghan S.S.C., John Lalor S.S.C., Peter Fallon S.S.C. and Joseph Monaghan S.S.C. amd tens of thousands of Malate Parishioners who were victims of the atrocities of the Japanes Imperial Forces amd American Shelling during the battle for Manila from February 3 to 17, 1945.

This Marker was installed pursuant to Board of Solution no. 2,s. 1994 of the National Historical Institute"
(Right Marker of the Malate Catholic Church)

CHURCH OF MALATE

"This section of the city dates back to 1588. The Titular Patroness of this church is Nuestra Señora De Los Remedios, whose statue was brought from Spain, in 1624 by Rev, Juan Guevara, O.S.A. The British landed their troops near these shore in 1762 and used the church of Malate for protection for their Rear-guard in the capture of Manila.

This Church was greatly damaged by the earthquake of June 3, 1863 was rebuilt by Rev. Francisco Cuadrado, O.S.A. The parish ha been under the succesive administration of the Augustinians, The Secular Clergy, The Redemptorists and the Columbans" (Left Marker of the Malate Catholic Church)

God bless the devotees of this version of the Virgin Mary. The Parish really does take care of the diocese and I'm happy for that.

VIVA BIRHEN REMEDIOS! MABUHAY MALATE!!!

MDC Foundation week

Manila Doctors College have just celebrated its 33rd foundation anniversary week. As a sophie, the contribution of the top four BSN sophomore sections was an exhibit related to one of the subjects that will be studied this semester. It is "Physics Darkroom: A Premonition". This is a place where students discover physics with their own personal tools of observation. In venacular, Darkroom usually means that it is a place of developing pictures.

MDC- is the Offical acronym used by the school
Madocs- is the acronym used by the outsiders and some students.

The current population of the students in the school is approximately 4200. It is not possible for the 100 % of that 4200 to fill up the whole atrium of the campus with regards to interpersonal proxemics. If everyone are squished in to the school (This excludes the college staff), the student body may be stationary in place and obviously extensive physical body contact, hence invading everyone's intimate space.

More to come...

CHATTING IN ITS CONTEXT.

Chatting- is an action of virtually written interpersonal communication via exchange of text with essential comprehension and emoticons. A couple of good examples are Yahoo! Messenger, Userplane Webchat (An application of hi5 and Friendster), Yahoo! UK Chat, Skype, etc.

No one cannot not communicate because communication will always be an activity that will last a lifetime.

Virtual communication have limits. The limits are absence of expression manifestation and intensive interpersonal connectivity.

Expression manifestation- It is the showing of one's expression wheather facial or verbal.
Interpersonal connectivity- It is the personal interaction of 2 or more people in the same area.

Webcams and Microphones are the solutions for the absence of expression manifestations. It creates an illusion of defying virtuality.

The man of grand inspiration

AVATAR MEHER BABA
(Spiritual Inspiration of Mr. Mark S. Choi)

There is one man I would like to thank. I would like to thank him to define the absolute exactitudes of wisdom in this universe (as influenced by the late MEHER BABA). He is worthy to be honored for something undeniable in this existence. His is my Aunt's husband. His name is Mark S. Choi. He is half-Korean and half-American with his Mother abroad in California, US.

WISEMEN does not exist, but PHILOSOPHERS do. So I would consider him as a influential philosopher who believes that every person can have the ability to be a philomath. He considers himself as a mathematician. His sports are Golf and Soccer. He has the power to influence other people without a doubt. He is using expanded vocabulary also.

He may be a perfectionist, but every person may or may not have doubts on his concepts. It all depends on opinion. More about him soon.

MANILA DOCTORS COLLEGE

This is the college I am currently studying at. I am studying "BACHELOR OF SCIENCE IN NURSING (BSN)". This is currently located in a reclamation area South of CCP and North East of SM MALL OF ASIA. It is in President Diosdado Pañgan Macapagal Boulevard in Pasay City. I am in my 2nd year of this course. They use semester as the format of the academic year.

I would like to promote the following courses in this school:
1) BACHELOR OF SCIENCE IN NURSING (BSN)
2) BACHELOR OF SCIENCE IN PSYCHOLOGY (BSP)
3) BACHELOR OF SCIENCE IN HOLISTIC NUTRITION AND CULINARY ARTS (BSHNCA)

For more information pls. look at this site: http://www.mdc.edu.ph/ . THANK YOU.

18 years of Earthly existence.

Today, I have existed for 18 years already and still growing. My hopes are high for longevity to spare me well. I belong to a world of chaos and negligence of environmental preservation. I grew up in a household with an American and a Filipina who were both journalists. I was born out of nuptial ties in a Manila Hospital named Chinese General Hospital. My parents were 1st year college students in De La Salle University (DLSU) at Manila. I lack a middle name simply because of illegitimacy. I am using my mother's maiden name. This is the world of ups and downs. I am not brought in a traditional nuclear family but a partially cohabiting family.

Now, my parents have their own families. My mother married a man with the Initials of R.R. while my father was married a lady with the initials of R.C. My Mom have 2 offsprings with R.R.. They are my half-siblings namely Mico and Precious. Mico is 10 years old and Precious is around 6 or 7 months old. In my paternal side, My father have a offspring to R.C. who is also my half-sibling. The name is Jeremy Trius. He is now 4 years old with speech disorders.

So therefore I have 3 half-siblings. My paternal half-brother is not related to my maternal half-siblings because I am the half-line connection.


NOTE: I am putting initials to provide privacy to the people mentioned unless they are younger than me. (Edit: I will break this barrier)


I will tell you more about myself in another time.

Link intro and Epistemology

I can't believe that my blogging was in extensive hiatus for 2 years and 10 days. Here is the link to my old blog which I forgot the necessary data for login already: http://kyloblog.blogspot.com/

Current events shall be included also. I also have a yahoo! groups for Western Philosophy. The link is: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/WestPhilosopherGuild/ .

Epistemology is a theoretical branch of Philosophy and the study of knowledge. It is the foundation of science. Well, More to come soon.

The Introduction to this haven

This is a blog of wisdom, where one's mind can express and opinionate. Knowledge here can range from the lowest to the highest, smallest to the largest, the least mysterious to the most mysterious, from positivity to negativity, most simple to the most complex, sanity to imbecility, strangest to the most common, the most evil to the most good, illogical to logical, serene to the most problematic and so on. In every way these ranges apply to all knowledge existing in this world. I as the blog creator will put every single situation from everyday lives into compilation. I can express thoughts and discuss my perspective about everything. THIS IS THE CENTER OF EXTRAORDINARY ENLIGHTENMENT. Comments are always welcome and they serve as guidelines for future posts as replies and elaboration. My every day life will be expressed here as well. Evey single idea I have in mind will be written here, however the frequency of posts per month will not be very high due to preoccupied business of collegiate education.

CHEERS and DOMINUS VOBISCUM!!! It is only the start of a great adventure.