Abandonment from class leadership

As I abandoned my post as class president after 6 months, I admit that I have been struggling with alot of responsibilities with some authorities out there blaming the class president for some unintentional mistake and misunderstands on my part.

The only way to test out one's capabilities is to risk and experiement it and discover what limits you will encounter. That's what I did, and I fell to the ground instead of flying to glory. In 2004, during High School in OBMCI, I was the so called "Class Mayor" (OBMCI equivalent of class president) and I first discovered that I can't handle a burden-full job. By the inspiration of the class leaders, I knew I can be a good leader also "In my mind" and once I tried to be one, It turned out that I wasn't trained to be like one.

I have accepted the challenge of being a class leader twice & yet I have proved that leadership does not agree to be with me at all. Leadership and I are repulsive entities. Indeed, leadership is not an easy role. I sometimes envisioned myself as the PGMA of the class.

I was a Class Officer in MDC since the beginning of my stay. I was a Vice President of the dismantled BSN-I-21 of AY 2007 to 2008 and the President of BSN-II-03 till today (December 11, 2008). If I have intentions to be a class officer in third year, I must first do what I must do. Develop rapport among classmates and start making friends in the hectic future.

I fear risking the whole class to damnations due to the different factors (Pls refer to my previous post about myself).

It is better to relieve yourself of the burden of responsibilities than agonize in the bitterness of self-controlled corruption.

We are a leader in our own special way but we can't see the essence of that job without organizing yourself and develop charisma.